Excruciating Agony: My Struggle Against the Enigmatic Suffering of Cluster Headaches
It began on a overcast weekday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a teacher, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a intense sensation bloomed behind my right eye. Then came quick jolts, like electric shocks. As the school day came and went, the pain eased and then returned with increased intensity. Multiple times that day I left a colleague with activities and hurried to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I tried paracetamol, but the agony remained unbearable.
The attacks returned frequently that fall, and once more in spring, soon establishing an annual pattern. The autumn months were the most severe, then February and March. I could predict the pattern: aura in the shower, early pangs on the commute, full-blown pain in the classroom by mid-morning. In 2019, a GP finally referred me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.
Cluster headaches typically begin with severe pain around a single eye that lasts for three hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 individuals are affected by the disorder, and men are more frequently diagnosed. Cluster headaches usually begin with abrupt, severe pain around one eye that reaches its peak within minutes and continues for up to three hours. Episodes come in clusters, daily or multiple times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or face perspiration. There exists the episodic form, which occurs in periodic cycles; others have continuous cluster headaches, defined by the absence of extended symptom-free periods.
What unites sufferers is the severity. One study rated the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than broken bones or pancreatitis. A separate found 64% of cluster headache patients experienced thoughts of self-harm during bouts; the number dropped to four percent when they were not in pain.
One patient, in her seventies, a chronic sufferer from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her attacks started when she was two. “I would throw myself on the floor and hit my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through childhood. Drinking in her teens, similar to many triggers, made things worse. After drinking sherry at her graduation party, she recalls barely being able to see on the transport home.
Her relatives often mistook her attacks as drunken episodes. Understanding eventually came from her parent and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after relocating, but often hid her condition. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to time off during attacks. Her definitive diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a specialist hospital.
Still, the failure to plan life around unpredictable pain took its toll. She especially hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her family during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the small freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.
Headaches have been described throughout history. “The earliest account of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write authors in a publication on the topic. They attributed the ailment to an evil spirit who afflicted his sufferers' heads.
Ancient medical texts suggest unusual treatments for what modern observers would describe as a migraine. In the middle ages, severe headache was recognised as a separate disorder, with treatments ranging from bloodletting to other, more superstitious remedies.
It was a Dutch doctor who provided the initial detailed account of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache happening and disappearing daily at specific hours”.
Cluster headaches were only formally classified by international headache committees in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a major artery that delivers blood to the brain. Leading experts in treating the disorder note this.
In 1998, scientists published the results of a research project for which they had triggered attacks in patients and monitored the attacks in a imaging machine. The data, published in a major medical publication, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they recovered.
In spite of such progress, identification remains slow. One man's attacks began in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he had four operations before finally being correctly identified in 2014, after a physician researched his complaints.
Specialists say delays in diagnosis and treatment occur because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and low, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He proceeds by ruling out other common headache disorders, such as migraine, before confirming the disorder. A thorough patient history is essential: on which side do symptoms appear? For how long? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Certain characteristics such as redness, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to specialist centers. But many first go to emergency rooms or are given inadequate treatments.
Dorothy Chapman, 78, has experienced the condition for the majority of her life, although she has been free from an attack since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth extracted because dentists misunderstood her symptoms. She believes dentists still need much more education. When another patient sought help from a charity, it was she who responded. The author recalls calling a helpline during an attack in early 2021; a reassuring volunteer talked them through oxygen therapy and medication until the episode passed.
Official guidance on treatment advise that patients are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine medication administered by injection. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive choices include a blood pressure medication, which apparently soothes the attacks of well-known individuals.
But leading specialists argue the guidance need revising to reflect a clearer treatment process and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The length of the cycle dictates the approach.” Short cycles with infrequent episodes are handled with acute therapy alone. Longer or more intense periods require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an injection into the area of the head where the discomfort is that decreases nerve activity.
The official guidelines need revising to reflect a